SKATING

OMG. I'M SO TIRED.

went out SKATING yesterday in SUNGEI WANG and i had a LOT of funnn~!! went out with joanne, zhong, suki, jen chung, tuck yit, jian kai, han yao, yit han, howard and yong jian. fell down a lot of times but i got back on my feet and started skating again. i'm really REALLY gonna miss that place T.T...



mr hwz and i =)

the BLUR gang HAHA. from left, jen chung, yit han, howard and joanne.

me and suki(the poser XD)

joanne and me. the only girls who came XD

me and yit han~

we skated like crazy! i think we skated for 5 hours straight! my whole body is aching but it was all worth it =)

really busy rite now...gotta start packing soon coz i'm going to that PLACE for a holiday and sort some stuff out. i dont think i'll be coming on9 for a LONG time coz i'm not sure if my dad's laptop is working.

really gonna miss u bloggie!

*kiss kiss*

1ST WEEK OF HOLIDAY

HIES~!

yea. didnt do much yesterday. i was CLEANING THE HOUSE. sweeping, mopping, cleaning my room, making my bed, washing the dishes...BLEH.

after that, my mum wanted to TREAT me after making the HOUSE spick and span so we went to BANGSAR VILLAGE, that shopping complex.

its quite a neat and nice place. went to have tea in this place called BAKERZIN, and this place has THE NICEST AND MOST DELICIOUS CAKES IN THE WORLD! at first my mum ordered a chocolate cake, but it was SO GOOD that we ordered the STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE one.

CHOCOLATE CAKE! YUM.

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE. TOO DIE FOR.

if i continue to eat this stuff, i'll become fat, fat, FAT i tell u!

went to that bangsar market after that with my mum's friend. bought some stuff for dinner...nothing much.

OWH WELL. i'm going out tomorrow and wednesday with my friends. busy week.

gtg now bloggie~! byebyee~!=)

LEAVING SKL

OMG! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR ME!
haiz...so sad!!!
I'LL REALLY MISS U GUYS AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR MAKING ME FEEL SO SPECIAL!!
here are the pics :


mandy,wei zhen, juin jin, me, edmund and wai lok

prefects choir

su yee, me ,mira, pei wen and stef~!

MRS. ANDREW I'LL MISS YOUUU!!

yi xin, lydia, me and suki

DO WE LOOK COOL OR WAT?! XD

rachel, yi xin and me!

GROUP PHOTO!

yi xin and meee~!!!=DDDDDD

HAHA POSERS! XD

me between pn mas ayu and encik sahari~

MR LOI, me and YI XIN~! I'LL MISS U A LOT MR LOI!

the gurlz and our physics teacher MR KHOO!

HUH?

GROUP PHOTO AGAIN~!

choi yen, phoebe, me and yi xin!

read more stephen king and u'll look like saiful XD

me and billyyyy

me and hannah~!

mr rama, me, yi xin, pn noor and ms lee~!

me and MS KHOO!! I'LL MISS U TEACHER!!

ms khoo and yi xin~!

me and 4SC3! i knw u all miss me la XD

ivan and ai wee~!

pei wen, me and choi yen

ivan and meee

ai wee and meee

me and MS SHEMI~! I'LL MISS U TEACHER!

me and samantha~!!

DATS ALL EVERYONE~! i hope u like it...

to all my frens, thank u very much!

i LOVE it here in SSG and i would never wish to leave!

MISS u guys so much!

TAKE CARE!! XOXOXOXOXO =DDDDDDDD

HAPPY HOLIDAYSSS EVERYONEEE~!!

LAST WEEK OF SKL

IT'S MY LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL, PEOPLE!...
i'm so sad to leave...

AND YES! the rumour turned out to be UNTRUE! i'm so happy! hehe...i'm going to MISS everyone!..having class party tomoro...

i'll blog tomoro then. kinda bz doing stuff now. byebye bloggie!=)

OMG RESULTS

oh no. my mid year exam results are out. i'm VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED in myself. this is THE WORST 'achievement' EVER. i hate it. i really hate it. i dont blame anyone but myself. i can't believe it...i DON'T need any sympathy rite now. i just wanna express my feelings. my parents r gonna be mad at me when they find out.

THIS IS ALMOST THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. my results are ALREADY SO BAD and then i had to hear something that made ME FEEL WORSE. everytime i feel so CRUSHED and SAD, my ears will feel so very hot that they could melt. its like a sudden rush of SHOCK. maybe its just a rumour...please tell me that it's NOT TRUE...please just tell me its all a dream...so i can wake up and forget about it...

i dont blame ANYONE for the way i feel right now. i believe that everyone has a negative side. but i try NOT to be negative... i know that everyone goes through failures in life. but this is different. its like failing before u're gonna leave, leaving the teachers feeling disappointed in you, who probably thinks that you're not much of a loss.

i DONT self-pity and i DONT feel sorry for myself. i'm just feeling a little down. everyone has their bad days rite?...YEA! AND ITS LIKE MY LAST WEEK HERE?? SO Y AM I FEELING SO SAD??!i shud be ENJOYING MYSELF RITE NOW...with my friends!

haiz...owh well. cyaa blog...wanna get something to eat now=)

EXAM NO MORE

HEHE YESH! the war is OVER. our mid year is OVER! YAY! the teachers mark very FAST. my results r not gonna be good. BLEH.

and i was supposed to say something the other day...it's really SAD SAD NEWS!!! T.T...
and it is CONFIRMED that i'm NOT going to continue in SEKOLAH SRI GARDEN not because i'm changing school but because i'm LEAVING THE COUNTRY! can you believe how SHOCKING that is?! my parents said it is confirmed. they already told the school that i'm not gonna continue and they already applied for so many schools in DOHA, QATAR. YES. i'm going to STAY THERE for the next 3 years coz of my dad's job and all. I REALLY REALLY DON'T WANNA GO! I WANNA STAY HERE. it's not that i'm NOT open minded but its like...going to STAY in ANOTHER COUNTRY that u have never BEEN TO. i'm going to miss everyone...especially YI XIN, STEF, MIRA, PEI WEN, DARREN, SUKI, AND ZHONG. so far onli a FEW ppl knw...including my class teacher ms. lee hui sen coz she has to write a testimonial for me to get approved by a school. some of my mum's friends think that i'm very LUCKY coz a lot of ppl do not have the opportunity. i dont think so at all. =/

u have ONE MORE WEEK to spend in SSG while u can, li shan. i'm so sad...everything just passes by so fast. i'm gonna stop school next week but i'll only be going to QATAR in AUGUST. which means i'll have my OWN HOLIDAY for 2 MONTHS. at least i can go back to see my friends. i SURELY WILL!=D

i've never been there and i'm wondering how the place would be like. no trees, no animals,and no NICE FOOD (that's the MOST important). MAKE SURE U ALL COME NEXT WEEK AH!

i really dont know what's going to happen next week. i'll see and i'll tell u okies?
byebye bloggie! =)

this week

HEHE. finished one week of my midyear exam! next week's subjects are biology, chemistry, maths and add maths.

i'm feeling much better today! had a gooood sleep and my headache is gone. time passes by VERY slowly during exam weeks. i'm just PRAYING that i dont fail my history!...

nothing much to say. i hav a very simple and boring life. GRRR. i've always wanted to try something OUTRAGEOUS. but at the end, i know i wont do something like that anyway XD.

i LOVE CHOCOLATE. i hav ONE BOX of ferrero rocher WAITING TO BE EATEN by ME. RAWR! HEHE.

oh yea! i almost forgot!...lakisha got knocked out from american idol. i really thought it was going to be blake. but my DAD said that AMERICAN IDOL wouldnt be FUN without the guy around. gonna miss u lakisha =(

project runway malaysia is gonna START soon. i really wanna see what kinda WHACKY ideas malaysians have. XD its not dat i look down on malaysia's fashion sense but i look down on malaysia's fashion sense. wat am i toking about?...swt. i think australian's fashion sense is HOT and UPDATED. i love supre and valleygirl! but i dont like shopping. my mum buys all my cloths and i just wear whatever she buys for me. HEHE. i'm so pampered. =D

gtg eat LUNCH now. my FAVE chicken rice! =DDDD
byebyee tata~!=DDD

EXAM WEEK

YES. EXAM WEEK.T.T

bm n sejarah was soo HARD. OMG....

when i was taking the test, there was this REALLY DUMB little devil inside me saying all kinds of crap. "li shan? why do u even care? why dont u just finish this off and have some fun? dont care about wat results u'll get...just finish it!" i felt like slapping that stupid thing.

i feel sick. i've always had this feeling...like as if im in a daze. i have this really bad headache...everynight b4 i go to sleep, i'm always thinking about so many things...i feel so dull, depressed and empty inside of me. like life is meaningless. i'm really gonna flunk all of my tests if this goes on. its the first time i'll say I DONT CARE. I SOUND SO PATHETIC. i've never been a negative person. this is the FIRST time i feel so down. everytime i lie on my bed, my whole body just sinks in.

why is this happening to me?...my parents always told me to be positive but...maybe i've just FINALLY CRACKED. i dont wanna think about negative stuff anymore. i wanna try my best to PASS my tests...><

gudluck too all who are having mid year exams!! =DDD