OMG RESULTS

oh no. my mid year exam results are out. i'm VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED in myself. this is THE WORST 'achievement' EVER. i hate it. i really hate it. i dont blame anyone but myself. i can't believe it...i DON'T need any sympathy rite now. i just wanna express my feelings. my parents r gonna be mad at me when they find out.

THIS IS ALMOST THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. my results are ALREADY SO BAD and then i had to hear something that made ME FEEL WORSE. everytime i feel so CRUSHED and SAD, my ears will feel so very hot that they could melt. its like a sudden rush of SHOCK. maybe its just a rumour...please tell me that it's NOT TRUE...please just tell me its all a dream...so i can wake up and forget about it...

i dont blame ANYONE for the way i feel right now. i believe that everyone has a negative side. but i try NOT to be negative... i know that everyone goes through failures in life. but this is different. its like failing before u're gonna leave, leaving the teachers feeling disappointed in you, who probably thinks that you're not much of a loss.

i DONT self-pity and i DONT feel sorry for myself. i'm just feeling a little down. everyone has their bad days rite?...YEA! AND ITS LIKE MY LAST WEEK HERE?? SO Y AM I FEELING SO SAD??!i shud be ENJOYING MYSELF RITE NOW...with my friends!

haiz...owh well. cyaa blog...wanna get something to eat now=)