GRR

bloggie~!
i'm here...again..


woke up like an hour ago. went on msn...and i'm here typing...some stuff..


why..? i just dont understand...i've tried everything to make u like me..but i guess i wasnt good enough. u have no idea how long it has been...i'm just feeling kinda down right now. i always have to swallow my feelings and the pain i feel. but its not ur fault. its mine. i shouldnt have kept my hopes too high...but i tried. i tried every single thing. but thats all we can do right??...i'm such an idiot...


i guess it doesnt matter anymore. but y did u worry for me and y did u give me that look in the eyes?...were u just making me happy or was it something else?...haha i'm so emo right now XD...


i know nothing is going to happen since i'm already leaving. i'm going to start a new life here...in this place...i'm not sure if i'll get used to it. but i just wanna give support to my dad. he needs a lot of support right now in his condition.


everything is just falling to pieces...everything is changing...


well...its not the end of the world...i know that very clearly. haha

gtg now =) byeee~