IN THE AIRPORT

YES. it's officially 2.33AM in the morning. i'm in the business class lounge right now waiting till it's 4AM for my flight.

LUCKY ME. business class. EVERYTHING IS LIKE... FREE HERE! i LOVE it. haha. my first time XD.

didn't sleep at all. our luggages were actually OVERWEIGHT BY 23KG. and they charge RM600 for being overweight. but luckily my cousin came along to send us both off so he took some of our stuff. hmm.

time flies so fast! OMG. last week i was like 'YAY OUR FLIGHT IS DELAYED' and jumped around like a PSYCHO CATERPILLAR. but now it's like... URGH. i knew i had to leave anyway. WHAT DIFFERENCE DID IT MAKE?!

i was so caught up with all the packing that i didn't realise how much i miss everyone right now. GOSH. everyone including HIM. GAH. this sarks. you really like someone and then... all of a sudden you have to leave the country and just forget about everything. but luckily it's not like i'm gone FOREVER. it's... just for awhile. a 'LONG' while...

you don't understand, do you? you don't understand how much you mean to me. that's what it is. well, i have no regrets... because you've never once made me unhappy. really. =)

I'M SO SLEEPY NOW! i just want to be in my nice and cozy bed again, all rolled up in my 'pupa' sleeping soundly with NO DISTURBANCES and NO NOISE. and in another 8 hours or so, i'll be in DOHA, PEOPLE. yes. that place where camels live and is covered with sand. yes, that place.

well, it doesn't sound as bad as it is. it's only ME. my perspective about that place will change when i start school which is on the 4th of September. uhuh. that's like 2 weeks from now.

if you're thinking about what i'm feeling right now, i'm feeling kinda sad and happy at the same time besides feeling sleepy. sad because i'm leaving my friends here. and i'm rather disappointed in myself and i left a lot of people disappointed in me too. i didn't manage to meet some of my old friends. but SOME OF MY OLD FRIENDS couldn't even make to to my farewell so... that's it. i've got some of my friends telling me how much they miss me, eventhough clearly they DO NOT. i'm not being negative. well, first of all, it is BELIEVABLE when my CLOSE friends say it. but when my not so close friends tell me how much they miss me, it's just kinda fake. but friends are friends right? some will walk into your life and some will walk out. not all of them will stay. i'm not being mean. i'm saying a FACT... and i'm happy cause i get to see my dad again. my dad always works overseas, so i don't get to see him everyday like the most of you. see how lucky you are?... you get to see your parents everyday! while i,.. i only get to see my dad once in 2 months. which is not bad cause there are some other people who don't see their parents for years. i miss DADDY! and we're moving there to give daddy some support that he really needs in his condition right now.

OKAY. it's 3.00AM now. URGH. it's going to be a VERY LONG night. gotta drink my hot chocolate and get out of here soon. wonder how business class is like. HEE HEE.

will upload some pics as soon as i get to DOHA. hope i have a SAFE flight XD. so you guys better take care! =) good night... I MEANT GOOD MORNING. byebye~!